This week saw me finding it very hard to get up before 7am, which is what I've been doing for the past six weeks. Work is just draining the life out of me. I've had to make calls the entire week to strangers asking, "Are you free now to answer a few questions?", ending the call after approximately 10 minutes. Rinse and repeat.
I went for a job interview on Friday (I took an extended lunch break), and I don't think they're going to hire me because I can't start immediately. I could actually terminate my contract by giving a three days notice but I told my current company I would work till the contract ended. My dad thinks I'm being foolish because no one owes anyone anything and if I want to leave I should just leave because if my current company doesn't want me they'll freely kick me to the curb as well. There is truth to his words, but I don't think I would be comfortable going back on my words.
Either way, the manager who interviewed me didn't leave a good impression on me, and I didn't leave thinking I absolutely had to work in the company, so... More job hunting it shall be.
Also entering into that period where I am entirely disgusted with my physical appearance. I could go for weeks or months not feeling very bothered about how I look but suddenly something just sparks and I just become disgusted with my body, my face, and I wish I was prettier and better looking and it is so unhealthy but I think mentally and physically I am just unhealthy. :/
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