Hi I'm back to whine about school.

All I can say is.. I DID NOT learn from semester 1 at all and in fact, I became even LAZIER with my 2-day week what the fuck. Every night before I go to sleep I set out a list of things I have to do but the next day I wake up late and then I end up lazing on the bed and going back to sleep FUCK.

I feel so angry with myself and it's nobody's fault but mine and yet I keep doing the same shit over and over again.

My midterms are in about a week but I've literally done nothing.

Fuckfuckfuckfuckityfuck.

Like I am wasting time and wasting my parent's money on this education if I'm not even putting in my best effort. I know I can do better and I need to put in more effort and last semester's grades are a reflection of that.

FUCK.

I am not as smart as my classmates and yet I refuse to do anything about it out of sheer laziness I really deserve to be shot. I don't deserve this education I DON'T DESERVE ANYTHING.

I hate myself.